All this time, I’ve listened
To my stubborn mind, I am fastened
Though from the start, I know it is wrong
My power to fight is not that long
More than anything You are
Unimaginable and on thy words by far
But my darkened heart became too cruel
I let weakness on me to rule
I am not even afraid to curse
Not even regretful in anger to burst
Really sharp to hurt my tongue is
To pierce other feelings, it won’t miss
For countless times, I turned my back
For countless times, You tried to get me back
But closed are my ears and eyes
My spirit is even as cold as ice
But there’s this unexplainable warm
Inside me that devil itself can’t harm
It’s the only spot of comfort that I have
The only way of Your love
This spark would never die
No matter how in this earth I will cry
In my bed, I will curl up this pain
As You embrace me all over again
I won’t promise a thing
Because I don’t want another sad song to sing
If I lose my grip on You
And take You again in blue
But if ever again I’d be lost and taken
I will pray and stand even if I’ll be shaken
For Your hand I will continuously seek
Even if I’ll be broken and weak
Not for anything or anyone I will be
Running to You for Thy face to see
From my heart and soul is this hunger
To be with You now and ever after
I’ll be down on my knees
As I endlessly look for the never ending bliss
That in heaven forever I will live
Together with You, my Father I believe
